Wednesday, December 19, 2012

Having a home birth...

 
Me, Sherri (my midwife) and Ella just minutes from me pushing. The kids left with my mom and I started to push!!! It was amazing because once Sherri and her crew got to my house and finished setting up I was already at 9 centimeters!!! I was shocked! I had never gone so fast in labor and couldn't believe how much less painful my contractions were compared to the petosin contractions with my other births. I thought I should be in pain by 9 centimeters but honestly I wasn't. I could have slept through most of the contractions thats how much easier it was!!! Thats why I was in so much shock that I was that far along. The whole things took from start to finish about 3 hours and 11 mins! Payden was born October 28th 2012 at 8:11am! 11 Lbs and 6 Oz!!!! Biggest baby Sherri has delivered!!!
 
Now pushing, to be honest, was painful! Lol! But good ole Sherri said its because he was 11 lbs 6 oz!
 
 
Here is my sweet baby boy!!!! Isn't he so sweet and cute!!!!
 
 
Tate was so excited and just wanted to be right next or holding Payden!!! He loves his little brother!!!! As you can see he likes to give him lots of love!!! Lol!!!!
 
 
 
Here is Ella being the sweet mother she is!!! She would always talk to Payden in the womb so I think that he has known Ella's voice since day one!!! She loves to hold him and kiss him and say hi to him everyday!!!! Love them!!!!
 
 
Here we all are in our bed so I can rest up and the family all got in the bed to be with sweet Payden!!!
 
I have loved all three of my births and I wouldn't trade any of my birthing experiences for another!!!! I love my growing family and have learned and am learning still that by being a mom that I should never judge another parent because people seem to judge you so quickly as a mom and its hurts at times. So no matter what you see you have no idea whats going on and you have no idea what kind of mother a person truely is. I believe every mom out there truely loves her kids and thats what we need to look for and see is the love she has for her kids!!! I might get more impatient with my kids than others but I'm learning and growing and it doesn't mean I don't love my kids and I so wish others would remember that. I have 3 kids from ages 3 to a newborn. Its not the easiest task but I certainly do my best and certainly love my kids with all my heart!!!!